A COLD DAY IN JULY.

A day I won't be so weak.
A day I won't have to use a smile to mask my true feelings.
A day depression and anxiety won't bring me down.
A day with no mood swings.
A day I won't think of ending me.
A day I won't be judged.
A perfect day.

A day filled with everything good.
A day so perfect, God will be jealous.
A day that exists only in my mind.
A day that will never come true.
A cold day in July.

I've heard peace comes with death.
Maybe I'll find my solitude when I go.